i have been a si since the age of 5 years old, i am 35 now. started with scraching then biteing then hair pulling the cutting. head banging, all my life cutting i never made a scar except for one and that was when i cut myself with a box cutter! i do it as a soothing method, cause it is better then drinking and takeing drugs. i was suicidel when i was youger but not anymore! plus i think of cutting as a sexy erotic art form and love the taste of blood! was wondering if anyone knew of any great books on this subjuct or scarafacatetion or body modifatetion or pircing or tattoing or the monder premitive? or and links on those subects or vids? if you do can you please help me out by posting them thank you!